"If there's no last bus, why not have another drink at home?" This morning, I desperately wished I hadn't said those words… The younger man's lust swelled with regret… A few hours earlier, I was drinking with a young man. Out of kindness, I invited a younger man who had missed the last bus to his house. This was the beginning of the nightmare. I got drunk and fell asleep… When I woke up, I couldn't see clearly. I was naked, my hands were bound… For a moment, I didn't know what was happening… In front of me was a younger man, laughing as he filmed my naked body with his smartphone… From there, I could only helplessly accept the countless sins he had committed…